Discipline
is my superpower
And
I activate my superpower with my Effort
And
I activate my effort with my Vision
And
I activate my vision with my Heart
And
I activate opening up my heart with my conversation with my Teacher
And
I receive guidance through my expression of my Gratitude
And
I activate my gratitude through my daily practice of listening in the
Stillness
And
I supercharge my discipline with my choice on where to place my Focus
And
in each moment I practice the effort of letting go of F.E.A.R
(
false evidence appearing as real)
And
in each moment that I am given the clarity to let go of fear and
choose instead LOVE
I
am given the gift of Grace
And
grace for me is every opportunity that I am aware of my Abundance
And
I experience my abundance by being in the Present
And
being in the present affirms to me that in the stillness I am
connecting to Prescence
And
stillness requires Discipline
Last
year, I discovered that discipline is the superpower that I have been
looking for all my life.
I
went through another health challenge that required big changes in my
habits.
I
have learned from my trauma, drama & karma, that running makes it
worse and it is best to just roll up the sleeves and do the work, and
I have done this over & over again with varying results,
depending on my efforts.
Challenges
have come to me in all the major areas that can get our panties in a
bunch.
I
have experienced Financial, Health & Relationship challenges many
times, including getting lost for a time in the dredded Bermuda
Triangle of Broke, Lonely & Out of Shape.
In
the past, I dealt with challenges by putting more effort into my
suffering then I did into my healing. I was stuck in the old belief
that I can only change with a bulldozer bearing down on me and that
the gentle approach was for weaklings. I was stuck in an old belief
that if I hold back my complaints that I will suffer in silence and
nobody will be able to see that I suffering and I will drown in my
stew of trauma, drama & karma.
What
I have come to observe is that each time that I choose to put more
effort into my healing and less into my suffering, I experience
Grace.
Grace
for me, is when the messy process of healing is accompanied by
profound moments of clarity, gratitude and joy, and I experience joy
when I get that feeling of being lite up from the inside so much that
it must bubble over into my expressions to my outer reality.
The
more that I choose healing over suffering, the more I am able to
express my truth, my gifts, my heart in my daily actions and this
leads to a decreased desire to live in my suffuring and increases my
desire to make bigger efforts with my healing, so I can live in my
Joy and experience the fruits of my Visions and the connection to all
in a state of Love.
When
I have let go of seeing Discipline as the ruler slapping my wrist and
instead embrace the practice as a superpower to ignite my joy. When I
have let go of seeing Discipline as the Hall Monitor and embrace
Discipline as my Coach, I am then able to up my courage to play big
with my Personal Growth Plan and celebrate my connection to the
Great Mystery
and
that for me is my inner game of the Hokey Pokey- cause for me that is
what it is all about.
Joy*Love*Light
Carmel
www.carmelmorgan.com
